I know, right? That's all I could say. Too bad that is all when what I'm actually feeling is killing me inside. Today, I've hurt my loved ones because of my stupid, little mistake. I know...I'm stupid. I didn't think. I just did it.
...and here it is, I just gotta face the music. It's my fault, after all...but the thing is I've dragged everyone into the guilt of my mistakes.
I'm naughty. Everybody knows that,...except you. I tend to show you only the good side of me 'cause that's what I wanna do; I wanna give you everything you want of me. You want me to be a good girl; then I'm a good girl when I'm with you. No, I'm not being hypocrite...I'm too bad and I just wanna show one person I'm not a villain. God has instilled a drop of kindness when He created me.
But what happened today might have been changing your mind of what you think about me. I used to hurt someone but hurting you...it never even cross in my mind. Never ever.
I just gotta let you know one thing; I swear by the name of God I never meant to hurt you or even make you cry. But I did. I thought I could pretend like I'm an angel at least for a moment with you...but my fake wings are broken, so now look at me the way you want to. I won't be mad...'cause it's my fault.
Mak...Ayah.. I'm so sorry......
I'm sorry, everyone. I'm sorry...I just wish I could be better.
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